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was reminded today that my first ever attempt at wintersberg was omegaverse, which is really extra funny bc i don't even really fuck with omegaverse all that much. i just remember reading another wintersberg a/b/o fic and just being like "this isn't nasty enough, i would like this to be nastier" and started writing lmao. didn't write all that much bc again, don't really fuck with omegaverse, but then today i was like "yo let's revisit that actually" and now i have 3000 words of smut i have to graft onto the fic i started back in like june 2021 lol.
been writing a lot more in general tho. was having a bad brain time again for a while there, but i've hit the point where writing is actually helping with that, so trying to harness that for good (working on the final chapter of spirit hat) and evil (3000 words of unhinged omegaverse smut). getting to where i feel like i can start posting spirit hat again. or like publicly i mean, not just locked on here. not gonna fuck with update schedules or anything, but i've made enough progress i don't feel like it'll stress me out to start posting.
of course i still need to work out where i want to resume posting, but i've been talking about it a lot with lightmode and feel like it's definitely going to be important for me to at least say something about it. currently thinking about finishing posting spirit hat to ao3, just with prioritizing posting to squidgeworld and dreamwidth, but idk idk. future me problems.
anyway making good progress on spirit hat. i have one more small scene to finish at the end of ch20, but aside from that it's just the last chapter...which may or may not end up as two chapters, still undecided. ch20 is like 12000+ words and it's going to be near impossible to split it, so trying to avoid another very long chapter, and i suspect the final ch is going to end up being really long again. tho who knows i may dump some of that in the next fic instead; i'm not married to the outline.
i am excited just with the prospect of being done tho. inexpressibly excited tbh. no one wants me to be done with this thing more than i want to be done with it. i feel like a weight will be lifted once i'm done. freedom to work on other stuff without guilt. no more stressin about rewrites (god). absolutely never doing the thing where i jump around and write chaptered shit NOT in chronological order again; fucks me up too bad.
but like yeah also i very much would like to write all the really cool shit that happens in the next part. chomping at the bit about it. i just wanna yell about things but i can't bc that's spoiling my own fic rip.
ah well, getting closer to that point all the time, just gotta keep truckin'.
been writing a lot more in general tho. was having a bad brain time again for a while there, but i've hit the point where writing is actually helping with that, so trying to harness that for good (working on the final chapter of spirit hat) and evil (3000 words of unhinged omegaverse smut). getting to where i feel like i can start posting spirit hat again. or like publicly i mean, not just locked on here. not gonna fuck with update schedules or anything, but i've made enough progress i don't feel like it'll stress me out to start posting.
of course i still need to work out where i want to resume posting, but i've been talking about it a lot with lightmode and feel like it's definitely going to be important for me to at least say something about it. currently thinking about finishing posting spirit hat to ao3, just with prioritizing posting to squidgeworld and dreamwidth, but idk idk. future me problems.
anyway making good progress on spirit hat. i have one more small scene to finish at the end of ch20, but aside from that it's just the last chapter...which may or may not end up as two chapters, still undecided. ch20 is like 12000+ words and it's going to be near impossible to split it, so trying to avoid another very long chapter, and i suspect the final ch is going to end up being really long again. tho who knows i may dump some of that in the next fic instead; i'm not married to the outline.
i am excited just with the prospect of being done tho. inexpressibly excited tbh. no one wants me to be done with this thing more than i want to be done with it. i feel like a weight will be lifted once i'm done. freedom to work on other stuff without guilt. no more stressin about rewrites (god). absolutely never doing the thing where i jump around and write chaptered shit NOT in chronological order again; fucks me up too bad.
but like yeah also i very much would like to write all the really cool shit that happens in the next part. chomping at the bit about it. i just wanna yell about things but i can't bc that's spoiling my own fic rip.
ah well, getting closer to that point all the time, just gotta keep truckin'.
