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Jul. 3rd, 2024 02:44 ambeen busy today; out running errands for most of it. decided to finally chop off around 5 inches of hair bc it's too damn hot. also spent a little time tonight trying to work on the fic i'm doing for ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
wipbigbang and am happy with the progress i made. it was all outlining but it was pretty necessary & will likely make my life easier going forward.
picked a fic i originally started writing around 2017, and it's one that, every time i come back to it, i still find really engaging. past me even left notes for once (!!!!) so i'm going into it with a much more solid idea of what i initially intended.
did fight with myself a little about the ending tho. it's one of those things where i feel like it'd be more narratively satisfying to go with a downer ending/bad end, but i simultaneously get too sad thinking about it lmao. i was having this problem with a wintersberg fic i've got plotted out too, but with that one i just decided i'd write two endings: the one i originally intended which is more narratively satisfying, and then a second one that isn't fucking horrible. could upload each as a diff chapter after the point of divergence. don't think i want to do that with this one tho.
i do think i managed to come up with something that will work for the narrative & themes without also being soul-crushing; will just need to get it written and see how it feels. was hoping i'd have a chance to actually write today too but bc i was doing the usual detailed outline thing it took uhhh...A While. at least i have like all of the dialogue for the rest of the fic now lol.
anyway, i am excited about working on it some more! liiiitle bit worried about getting anything substantial done before snippets are due, but i also have 5k+ words written already, so it's not like i'll be without something to submit, just wanted to be able to include more dynamic scenes :/
also!!! have an idea for a short (for me anyway, which isn't saying much) fic i want to do for nivansfield week. just gonna say i was going thru some The Shape of Water screenshots for icons for the recent monthlyinspo theme and felt Inspired. fingers crossed i'm actually able to write this week lol.
wipbigbang and am happy with the progress i made. it was all outlining but it was pretty necessary & will likely make my life easier going forward.picked a fic i originally started writing around 2017, and it's one that, every time i come back to it, i still find really engaging. past me even left notes for once (!!!!) so i'm going into it with a much more solid idea of what i initially intended.
did fight with myself a little about the ending tho. it's one of those things where i feel like it'd be more narratively satisfying to go with a downer ending/bad end, but i simultaneously get too sad thinking about it lmao. i was having this problem with a wintersberg fic i've got plotted out too, but with that one i just decided i'd write two endings: the one i originally intended which is more narratively satisfying, and then a second one that isn't fucking horrible. could upload each as a diff chapter after the point of divergence. don't think i want to do that with this one tho.
i do think i managed to come up with something that will work for the narrative & themes without also being soul-crushing; will just need to get it written and see how it feels. was hoping i'd have a chance to actually write today too but bc i was doing the usual detailed outline thing it took uhhh...A While. at least i have like all of the dialogue for the rest of the fic now lol.
anyway, i am excited about working on it some more! liiiitle bit worried about getting anything substantial done before snippets are due, but i also have 5k+ words written already, so it's not like i'll be without something to submit, just wanted to be able to include more dynamic scenes :/
also!!! have an idea for a short (for me anyway, which isn't saying much) fic i want to do for nivansfield week. just gonna say i was going thru some The Shape of Water screenshots for icons for the recent monthlyinspo theme and felt Inspired. fingers crossed i'm actually able to write this week lol.
